Not that I'm bi-polar or anything
I was feeling very post-ill today and was consequently pretty subdued... until I got home from work, that is. I was overwhelmed by an intense manic feeling and became incredibly hyper for no reason at all. This was short-lived, however. After blasting Stereo Total and dancing like a complete asshole in my room, the manic-o-metre was off the scale. My hugely inept attempts at singing along in German/French/Turkish were also fuelling the frenzy. I was dancing like Linda Blair's understudy and convulsing with laughter simultaneously. I thought I was going to have panic attack from all the action which quickly brought me back down to Earth. I decided to wait it out and forgo the Ativan for a more organic approach... like turning the music off and sitting. Within 10 minutes, I was numbly lying on the couch watching some banal show on the Discovery Channel and lamenting my life. I need sleeping pills.
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Did you knock over every lamp in your house?
I often like to lip synch and play air guitar to "Prepie nafiaxes ta malia sou" facing Mr. Spector's poster hanging asymetrically on my bedroom wall.
The lamps were spared this time, JR... Thanks for your concern.
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